Guess what. The one with the camera did not materialise. And the way I see the camera market after I got rejected, there is some cause for a collective sense of relieve. Why? The DSLR Market is shrinking and people are more receptive to the smaller interchangeable lens system albeit with some drop in picture quality.

I am guessing that it is really God's way of telling me not to go in. He knows I am a camera freak and a gadget freak but the job is more than just that. It is ultimately a marketing job, a sales job at a higher level, to get people to buy the company's product despite going against good judgment or personal conviction.

In the end, do I want to get a job just because of money and forgo what is really inside of me? The world is already living in a world that is lying to itself. From the lie that this world is at peace, that the fossil fuel is enough for everyone, that everyone is well fed to the fact that humans do not need the spiritual aspects that God provide to live a full life.

Now there's no job. But there's a lot of possibility when it comes to SPIN and activities that one can earn money from. And it is done with the clearest of conscience.

I guess that is another type of Shalom Peace that Abba God wants me to have.

Maranatha!

Jobs: The one with the camera

Today saw the advertisement about the job I am aiming for the past month. Thing is after a few calls from the company, things are not moving it seems.

Now I am seriously wanting God to do something but that seems like not trusting God at all.

This evening is full of thoughts of why despite being in photography so long and have the knowledge things are not moving. I really need that inner transformation and convinced that GOD is moving despite me not seeing things moving.

Jesus you know what I need. Even my mum has given you the challenge. Your word has sent forth and it will not returned void. News will come.